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Yeah, so what I'm about to ask is highly inappropriate and very personal, thus you are allowed to post anonymously and no IP addresses will be logged. Here's the dealy, yos. I have to start working on my fic for the [livejournal.com profile] jameslilyfqf very soon and my challenge is first-time awkward sex. You all know what happened the first time I "technically" had sex, and I haven't had it since, so I haven't had that real first-time experience, so I have nothing to draw on. So here's the dealie. Can you guys just tell me some random things about your first times? I have no clue what I'm doing here, so if you've got something that might help, please share. If you don't feel like sharing your personal story or are like me and don't have a personal story, rec a fic that you've read that you thought captured the first time thing pretty well. I have no clue what I'm doing here and I'm wibbling over that and the fact that I've only written James and Lily ONCE and well, that was just a random piece of smut for Liz. So...anonymous commenting is on in case you don't want to let everyone know who you are, so...have at it. And yeah, I know this is weird for me to be asking, and trust me, I wouldn't be if I wasn't desperate. Thanks.

Now that I've disturbed you all, let me go back to being normal. Kristyn read the first part of her fic and the subject line of her comment was "Fucking brilliant, well not yet" lol. She actually squeed. That has got to be my greatest accomplishment to date, as this allows me to join the ranks of the few, the proud, the squee-worthy. You mo-fo's realize that this puts me on par with the ferret scene? *is honored* :) I do feel guilty though because everyone seems to think that I hate Tonks, which I don't, or that I'm against Remus/Tonks, which I'm not. I purposefully wrote this fic so that it could be canon and yet Remus and Tonks still get together. I purposefully included her crush on him, and then had him say something about how he liked her name and she blushes. I really really really wanted this to be something that could've been canon, a "deleted scene" almost.

That being said, other than challenges that I've already signed up for or birthday fics, I'm taking a break from smut. I feel like I'm writing the exact same scene over and over and over and it never changes. It's getting old, and quite frankly, I'm sick of smut almost. So, I'm taking a break until I can come up with something more original to do. Yeah, I can't believe that I'm doing this either, but I am, so...*shrug* Right then...back to Liz's birthday fic, which I don't think will be porn, though it may be a little...I'm gonna try to keep it at PG-13 or R because I don't think it needs to be smutty...*shrug* We'll see. Anyway, good-night. 28 days til Christmas Eve! :)
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